hahaha

gambar ni time kat ladang UiTM Arau Perlis :) meronda ronda. time ni muka sumpah tak matang n gaya pun macam hape je. SKEMA GILER.

:D skang tgh lepak dalam bilik, on9. pergh semenjak menjak ada broadband (pinjam hyde punye) aku makin suka ulak nak on9 on9 nih. :P tadi dalam kelas eco. pergh! babi bapak bosan. aku mula mula, pergh excited seyh, in the time kelas nak habis (but actually not yet) aku dah nak tetido. I CANT STAND IT when lecturer giving lectures of what i didnt know. bapak la bosan, tuhan saje yang tau. then had lunch with honey :) masuk kelas bel, baca blog kelate mano ntoh ngan shaa. pilot kelate yang speaking klate time nak board kan flight. hahahahahaha gelak gelak jugak la. thought of learning kelate punye accent :P seronok i think?

i just love them as much as i love myself.

TAM

full name: HITAM

sex: MALE

he is all black. only on this small section near his penis organ that helps to grow it's generation je yang kaler putih. dia ni bapak manje ngan papa. so much that when papa is not around by the time he wants to sleep, he will sleep on papa's side of the bed. no other places than that place. hmm. he's near the lift when my family first found him. just sitting around. papa kata, itulah takdir tuhan. tuhan nak kita jaga dia. when we first took care of him, he was a young adult. skang dah tua. pity him, still dont have his own family.

BUBU

full name: KELABU

sex: MALE

haha, at first dapat him when he was a baby. SO DAMN CUTE, even 10 kali dah tgk i still want to picit picit him. and we also thought that he was female. dalam hati cakap boleh la jodoh ngan Tam.. now that he's now a teen cat, okay, i can see his testis -.- tam mula mula takleh terima langsung kehadiran si comel ni, but when i went back from arau last week, Tam was apparently lick Bubu's fur (?!) i was like, whoa! when were all this happened? baru seminggu lepas diorg cekau cekau. biarlah. asal depa ni happy. dia ni bapak active. tak tahan jugak kadang kadang tu.

:)

banyak betul masalah melanda now. love, friendship,, it depends on me how to manage it. aku malu nak ngs-ngs sebab love. u know, when dah selalu sangat menangis buat org lain menyampah. but that is me. it just me expressing what i felt at that time. when i have this some kind of trouble hitting my love life, i will cry. lebih kurang macam option. i cry, i talk shit, or i hurt my self, eventually. i guess cry is more simpler than the others. if i talk shit, people will label me as pompuan with no manners. if i hurt my self, (eg punch the wall) it'll hurt n sometimes leave scars. i hurt my self before, and hoping that i wont do it again in this current relationship. but i guess same je. kalau tak tumbuk dinding, menagis. tak menangis, carut. tapi aku tak dibenarkan mencarut. so, option left menumbuk or even menangis. entahlah. sometimes i hate myself. so, sape sape yang nak benci aku, fine. u'll never know that i hate my self more.

breathe in, and out

whoa, part 3 sudah! :O

okay, pejam celik pejam celik dah part 3. aku tak sedar. haha, started with good result, then jatuh merudum, i hope this sem will be good enough for me nak grad with 3.5 above. okay, so far, my cgpa is still 3.5 above. tapi tu pun nearly below. ergh. tapi still bersyukur, cuz at first i thought i'll repeat LINEAR ALGEBRA. tapi TAK! so, good. i got B+ (i think it is good enough la untuk aku yang target lulus je). CSC159, ummm i only got C. okay lah. with my own effort i think. kalau carry mark tinggi sket kan bagus -.-

ummm, tu je kot. i dont know what to write lagi. later~